I know what it feels like to be stuck, repeating the same behaviors over and over again. I know how it feels to say with all your heart, "I'll never do that again" - and mean it sincerely; but find yourself repeating that behavior again. I know how it feels to be in despair and hopelessness. I know how deep shame can run and how much it can control your life. I know what fear feels like and why it is embarrassing to admit that you need help. I entered treatment for my addiction in June of '91 and I have remained sober ever since. I found freedom from my shame. I found healing from my childhood abuse and trauma. I found hope and serenity - you can too. I take you as you are - just as those who helped me took me as I was. I don't judge you, I listen to you. I work with you to accomplish the goals you set. There is no need to live in shame anymore - you can find freedom and hope. If God can part the Red Sea, then what can he do in your life?  Trust Him.